What is my destiny

Is it to live my life as a mystery

what does the future hold for me

i dont know

wish i coudl tell what my fate will be

i s it forever to live in melancholy

or to finally have peacea and happiness

i hope one day to be at peace about alot of things in my life

cuz right now its turmoil

i struggle everday to decide whether this person or that person is really someone i can trust

esp when it comes to matters of the heart

people like to run over you when your nice

so i try to stay away from people like that

but always end up attractin them anyways

ive become stronger over the years

Not so naive as i once was

and it comes from experience

you learn the hard way that people have their own agendas

and regardless of how nice you are they will do what they want

in order for my life to perservere

i must be cautious

and keep a strong mind about me

to weather the storm

and come out witi no chips on my shoulders

i must believe taht good things happen if you have God in your life

and you continue to put your faith first

and you believe that with patience all things come to light in due time

so thats what im doing

even though it will take time

i still have a small glimmer of hope left in me

and i go on and breathe life thru these tired bones

and pray everything will be alright.