There is a change in me

this year

i sense it

I feel it in my bones

as i get older

i grow as a person

learning new things about myself

takin new lessons about life

i see those around me differently as well

Ive b een thru so much in four years

thigns that never should have happened

and im lucky to have been alive thru it all

i hope this year brings all new changes

i hope i get smarter about who will be in my close circle

who i allow in my life

time is short

and there is not time to stand by with negative people in your life

i wanna live life

do somethin crazy and memorable

somethin my kids can be told

i wanna love freely and strongly

i wanna give myself to someone that deserves me

but i wanna be cautious on who i give myself to

Love in my adult years has been hard on me

ive had alot of heartbreaks

but ive also learned from it

what i want and what i dont want

and that i deserve to be treated as a queen that i am

and nothing less

i wont settle for nothign below what i deserve

and still my heart is strong

because it believes someday i will have that

love will find me when i least expect it

so i open my arms and embrace it when it comes.