I dream of yesteryear

when things were easy

so simple

wish i could go back to those years

when all i cared about was barbies and playin double dutch with my friend

but thign are so complicated now

there is money troubles

there are relationship troubles

there are friendships gone bad

how do u get away from all that

how do u get away from the haunting of the past

everyday is a reminder in your face b out what u did wrong

so many secrets you have to keep

to protect people's feelings

it bogs you down

nothing ever seems to be bout you

but more about others

your so worried about what they think

u cant even be yourself anymore

u become somethin  you dont wanna be

just to please others

how do u get the real you back

is it thru faith

or thru isolating yourself from everyone

i wonder

what its like not to have my problems

i wonder if i can live thru all these obstacles

its a life i dont want

but i have to deal with it

because there is no other way to go.