Depths of sadness sweeps me away

Im drowning in my fears

falling deep into the abyss of uncertainty

who can save me

i guess i am truly the only one that can

but how do i

when teh struggle is so hard

so difficult

I dont see hope on the horizon soon enough

it is so distant

everyday is a struggle

to live my life

to try and stay afloat

thru all the murkiness of stress adn tension

when will it end

seems never

never will i see hope in my life

hope is untangible to me

i cant grasp it

cant feel the touch

it is invisible

and only comes when it wants to

so how will i find it if it is so.